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hmmmm [Oct. 8th, 2004|06:48 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |Jayz - 99 problems]

Well the week went by faster than i thought it would. Im glad. Lately everythings been going by so fast, it's october already and the holidays are coming up. Today was goooood. Except the fast that last night i was up til about 2 in the morning on the phone with Steve. It was real good talking to him again, i missed talking to him, we've been through so much together that no matter what we go through and how many fights we get too, we always wind up talking a few weeks later like nothing was ever wrong. It's been almost 2 years since we started hanging out and stuff, even those 2 years went by fast.

So yah,ive been running on no sleep this past week and i plan on sleeping this entire weekend. Which reminds me im going upstate. which sucks. a lot. So after school kristin and i go back to my house and wind up going food shopping. soooo good. i love how even food shopping is a good time when we're together. Somehow we wound up going from the food store to my sisters cheerleading thing which was sooooooo borring. I hate those 8th graders that think their cool bc they like.. say fuck. Piss me off. even tho i was probally the same way. So after the game we get back to my house around 6 and i completley pass out on my bed for about 40 minutes. I wake up to my Kristin saying joe's gunna be here in 15 minutes. So i wind up getting up and walk downstairs as joes pulling up. I missed hanging out with Joe. i forgot how easy going he is and how much fun it is to just hang out with him. We all decided to go to ihop but about 2 minutes away from it we all realized we werent hungry. So we decided to go to Toys R Us. so much fun. I bought a stuffed animal and so did kristin. So after spending about 40 minutes in TRS we go to steves!So I really didn't call steve or anything to let him know i was coming over. I kinda showed up and rang the door bell. The look on his face was soo good. I basically just hung out with him for like an hour and met some of his friends and stuff. Oh yes there was the part of me realizing that hes stronger than me and could totally destroy me. Oh yah, hes not tickilish anymore.
haha so after steves, joe dropped me off and now im in the middle of packing for upstate. Im kind of looking forward to just going up and finally being able to get some sleep, which ive been in total lack of lately. I hope jimmy can come, if not it sucks, but nothing we can do about it.
Happy Columbus Day weekend everyone
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Another day... [Oct. 4th, 2004|08:41 pm]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |train - meet virginia]

Well today was pretty uninteresting. went to school and pretty much fell asleep durring 1 and 2ed period. Finally woke up and it didn't get anybetter. Ive been sick for a while and finally went to the doctor when i got home. So i came home ate dinner and went to the library with Kristin for about 2 hours.. real intense, but i got a lot of work done so thats what counts.

I cant believe its already October, it's been a month of school already and i'm missing summer more than ever. But school's easy to deal with knowing that the weekend's coming up and i can finally see Jimmy after all week. The first few weeks were good, but after the first weekend im finally understanding when he said that he was worried about me getting upset about us not being able to see eachother everyweekend. We both have busy lives and things get in the way. Last weekend he was grounded. I mite be going away this upcoming weekend and he cant come bc of SATs and the weekend after that i have PSATs and homecoming and he's going away. It's hard but i know we're going to be able to get through it.

I was thinking about how much has changed since the summer last night before i went to sleep. I got a little upset, i mean im happy with my life right now but i cant help but think about everyone i was friends with and how i barely talk to them anymore. I miss melissa so much too, she mite be visiting at the end of the month, and i already cant wait, even tho its only a maybe. Shes such a huge part of my life even tho she lives 2000 miles away. Im not liking how the ones i care about are always so far away.
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2004|09:48 pm]
ok so my weekend didnt suck too much. i saw chrissy sorelle on friday and sunday. shes the love of my life
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First Entry [Oct. 3rd, 2004|01:13 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |The Starting Line - Cheek to Cheek]

Well im sitting here bored and decided to make a journal. Who know's how much i'll actually update it. But anyway I was supposed to hang out with Jimmy today but he got in trouble or something so he can't hang out this weekend.. which sucks.. a lot. anyway this weekend wasnt that bad, i went out with a few people i never get to see on friday which was fun, except i somehow ripped my new pants hopping a fence.. :-\. Then kristin slept over and Saturday we just hung out and watched the girl next door and talked. I had my cousins birthday party that night so i did that and came home and didn't feel like going out. Ive been sick for a week so i woke up this morning with a real bad headache. Then i visisted krissy and work and thats about it.
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